



I hope Keaation doesn’t think I’m insane or something, but I’m so glad he stayed on and talked to me until I fell asleep asleep earlier to take a nap. “I’m afraid not to talk to you” doesn’t make me sound too insane, does it? I really was afraid not to, though.. He’s so wonderful.
Today has been such a long day. I got my first warning at work because I was late and I had no idea. I kept dropping stuff, accidently cut my hand, and mixed up so many of my words. I think I’ll be okay for the rest of the night, though. That is all.
I’m not really sure why I just started freaking out so badly.
But I’m alright now. Alright and calm.

Klangkarussell - Sonnentanz
This needs to be on my sappy CD.
I hope this anxiety attack doesn’t last for the next three hours.
I wish my dad would stay inside..or that my mom was here.
Or better off, I wish you would’ve kept talking to me. :(